Not little, not anymore

13 monthsssss call for 13th shit posting where I talk about how much I love you but a in a different way hehe.

First fight btw – hmm, did that feel. I’m actually relieved we had one – now that I know how we dealt with that, I’m quite confident about us.

It was for the most stupid thing, and I am again v v sorry my sweeetu. I respect you and I know you do too, and it means a lot to me. I would hate to lose that in the relationship.
Will i remember the fight? I don’t think so. Will i remember how we resolved it? Yes, I think a good benchmark to look at, wdyt?

This would have been infinitesimal compared to fights and resolutions and letting go I used to do. I’d have let go of it aisehi, without apologising and just with a ‘chhod forget it’, not the way I’d do it with you. I want to resolve it before I go ahead, and be accountable for my mistakes. Little? Not little, not anymore.

The best part about yesterday was that I knew I was going to meet you, and I would apologise right and tell you how much you mean to me by giving you a chocolate. The chocolate maybe small, but the feeling, not little, not anymore.

And then we had the simplest day – working, having lunch, me dozing off hehe, stretching, and then you helping me stretch and some ☺️☺️😕☺️

I have to admit, this is nothing extraordinary – it’s the regular, but like said ek baar, we keep living trailers of our future life, and I’m just happy that my trailer is this happening ☺️☺️☺️.

the trailer hehe

I never thought I’d love these simpler things so much – and now I do. Are these little. Not little, not anymore

It’s just made me appreciate so much – how much a dried flower would mean to me, a letter, a photo, a video, a song. I find happiness in all these simpler things. Ask me what that Kunal debit card means to me, ask, the pin you wrote behind, means to me. All my starred messages, the 😘 emoji, expressing feelings, meeting station pe, having chat, having ice cream – not little, not anymore

I have never celebrated months, after a year to bht door, not even in the first year. It used to mean nothing before, but it’s not little, not anymore.

Every call during workday, KBBF, the nimbu pani delivered or brought, or you remembering exactly what I like – not little, not anymore.

More things that’d make the list

  • Your place in my life
  • My love for you
  • My feelings for you
  • Plans of our future together

The only thing that’s little is the time we have spent, because we have DECADES ahead of us, this is just the beginning.

You’re the partner people write books on, you’re the partner people dream of – I am lucky to not only have you in my life, but also have you as mine.

I love you so so much Kunal, i love you so muchh

One day we’ll live all these dreams and we’ll make more. Then the time we have spent together won’t be little , not any longer😘😘😘

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